1 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:02,000 River 2 00:01:55,320 --> 00:01:58,080 Hey, so... It's great that you only have one subject left. 3 00:01:58,200 --> 00:02:00,840 And you? Are you still working with your grandparents? 4 00:02:00,920 --> 00:02:06,480 Yeah, I dunno. They are really old and they always need a helping hand, y'know? 5 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:10,600 I remember that one time I laughed at you 6 00:02:10,840 --> 00:02:12,600 Because I didn't want to study anything...? 7 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:15,920 Yes, I was such a snub 8 00:02:16,400 --> 00:02:19,160 And your mom? What 's she up to? 9 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:22,760 Nothing new... still with the cosmestics. 10 00:02:23,220 --> 00:02:27,240 And what did she say when you told her? 11 00:02:27,520 --> 00:02:30,000 She didn't take it well at the beginning. 12 00:02:30,200 --> 00:02:32,320 But she's not a catholic or anything, right? 13 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:33,480 No. 14 00:02:35,480 --> 00:02:39,320 I remember that your folks were never around. You were always on your own. 15 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:44,120 Yeah, they are still the same. And then they interfere with my life. 16 00:02:44,560 --> 00:02:47,656 My dad sends me messages from that shitty state, 17 00:02:47,680 --> 00:02:52,600 telling me to be a good son and that I should behave. 18 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:56,520 The other time he said 19 00:02:56,800 --> 00:02:59,356 that in spite of everything I should be a man 20 00:02:59,380 --> 00:03:02,140 and that I shouldn't make my mum grumble. Can you believe it? 21 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:18,296 Hey 22 00:03:18,320 --> 00:03:18,777 Open your eyes Hey 23 00:03:18,801 --> 00:03:21,076 Open your eyes 24 00:03:21,100 --> 00:03:21,297 look up Open your eyes 25 00:03:21,321 --> 00:03:23,876 look up 26 00:03:23,900 --> 00:03:28,076 enjoy the good things in life... 27 00:03:28,100 --> 00:03:29,920 Do you listen to bachata now? 28 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:31,600 The Morning Show. 29 00:03:34,100 --> 00:03:36,856 And what are your folks up to? 30 00:03:36,880 --> 00:03:36,897 They are fine, I dunno. And what are your folks up to? 31 00:03:36,921 --> 00:03:38,800 They are fine, I dunno. 32 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:40,216 Over time they were ok with it. 33 00:03:40,240 --> 00:03:40,457 That's great Over time they were ok with it. 34 00:03:40,481 --> 00:03:42,240 That's great 35 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:44,240 They even met a boyfriend I had. 36 00:03:44,520 --> 00:03:46,700 Anyway, we never speak about it or anything 37 00:03:47,160 --> 00:03:48,940 So, that's how it should be. 38 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:51,040 It's the same for me... 39 00:03:51,280 --> 00:03:52,820 put on good face on, and that's all. 40 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:56,600 My mom says it's my dad's fault 41 00:03:56,840 --> 00:03:58,600 and my dad, the other way around. 42 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:00,960 My parents asked me about you once. 43 00:04:01,800 --> 00:04:03,240 Really? 44 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:05,880 Yah, I guess they saw you like a weirdo. 45 00:04:06,120 --> 00:04:08,080 The fag has spoken! 46 00:04:50,600 --> 00:04:53,996 I also preferred to meet in person... 47 00:04:54,020 --> 00:04:56,036 rather than keep chatting on instagram. 48 00:04:56,060 --> 00:04:59,000 Yup, I also get to see how old you got. 49 00:04:59,160 --> 00:05:01,720 Hey! You've aged too! 50 00:05:02,300 --> 00:05:06,560 Hey, I'm blinded by your popularity on Instagram. 51 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:08,716 Stop paying followers. 52 00:05:08,740 --> 00:05:08,777 I don't pay you dumb. Stop paying followers. 53 00:05:08,801 --> 00:05:11,040 I don't pay you dumb. 54 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:13,620 Anyway, popular? I don't know. 55 00:05:14,520 --> 00:05:16,096 I'm going to delete it anyway. 56 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:16,217 Why? I'm going to delete it anyway. 57 00:05:16,241 --> 00:05:17,760 Why? 58 00:05:18,500 --> 00:05:21,000 I don't know, sometimes I get a bit anxious. 59 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:22,880 And that is because of...? 60 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:29,720 Me having to share photos all the time, being aware of likes... 61 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:32,520 White people problems. 62 00:05:33,480 --> 00:05:36,496 Well I don't know. It's just that.. 63 00:05:36,520 --> 00:05:38,360 Everyone posts photos doing things, 64 00:05:38,520 --> 00:05:41,680 shopping, buying stuff, travelling 65 00:05:41,980 --> 00:05:44,160 And I am brooding at home. 66 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:46,520 Yeah. I'm sure that's because of the people you follow. 67 00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:48,240 Besides, you're just like them. 68 00:05:48,440 --> 00:05:51,560 I bet you've already posted a photo today pretending to be cute. 69 00:05:53,760 --> 00:05:55,920 No 70 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:36,320 This place is so dead 71 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:39,040 It's nice, anyway 72 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:46,320 Yeah, it has its charm. 73 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:48,960 At one time, it was very touristic 74 00:06:49,120 --> 00:06:51,520 it must've been great. 75 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:55,840 These here were the changing rooms. 76 00:06:56,840 --> 00:06:59,600 I like them better now. 77 00:07:02,680 --> 00:07:05,440 Don't look at me like that, don't be naughty! 78 00:07:05,600 --> 00:07:08,800 You're so gay. 79 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:21,020 What the fuck is this? 80 00:07:28,420 --> 00:07:32,200 We didn't used to talk much between us... 81 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:35,440 No, but it wasn't necessary, 82 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:37,480 I dunno. 83 00:07:37,960 --> 00:07:41,360 There wasn't much to say 84 00:07:41,660 --> 00:07:44,240 or I didn't know what to say. 85 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:48,520 Were you scared? 86 00:07:48,640 --> 00:07:49,960 I guess. 87 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:54,240 For me that was something I'd just say to the girls. 88 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:57,880 Really? 89 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:02,320 Yes, thinking about it now, I'm sure I loved you. 90 00:08:02,840 --> 00:08:06,400 But I didn't know that was possible. 91 00:08:07,880 --> 00:08:11,040 I didn't even know you well 92 00:08:16,020 --> 00:08:20,000 and that didn't even have a name. 93 00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:41,760 Are you seeing someone? 94 00:08:42,059 --> 00:08:44,600 Whew, yeah! With lots of people. 95 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:46,720 I'm a hot player, 96 00:08:47,080 --> 00:08:48,320 just like you. 97 00:08:48,460 --> 00:08:50,040 Really? 98 00:08:50,800 --> 00:08:52,376 How nice. 99 00:08:52,400 --> 00:08:53,217 You? How nice. 100 00:08:53,241 --> 00:08:54,560 You? 101 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:57,320 Well, 102 00:08:58,060 --> 00:09:00,560 I was getting to know a guy, but... 103 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:03,120 nothing really happened. 104 00:09:04,360 --> 00:09:06,280 Oh... that's okay. 105 00:09:06,840 --> 00:09:08,600 I dated Iv'an too. 106 00:09:09,780 --> 00:09:11,336 Wow, and how did you fuck? 107 00:09:11,360 --> 00:09:11,457 Eh? Wow, and how did you fuck? 108 00:09:11,481 --> 00:09:12,840 Eh? 109 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:15,240 Two bottoms banging butt to butt? 110 00:09:15,560 --> 00:09:17,200 What are you saying asshole? 111 00:09:17,300 --> 00:09:20,400 I'm just kidding. 112 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:24,200 You really liked that anyway. 113 00:09:30,080 --> 00:09:32,036 Okay, don't get angry. 114 00:09:32,060 --> 00:09:34,800 I know you liked both roles. 115 00:09:35,160 --> 00:09:36,960 You are such an asshole. 116 00:09:37,230 --> 00:09:39,400 As if you didn't. 117 00:09:39,560 --> 00:09:41,960 Well, now dressed like that... I'm not sure. 118 00:09:42,200 --> 00:09:44,600 Okay don't get mad. 119 00:09:45,260 --> 00:09:47,040 What's wrong? 120 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,560 I dunno, I'm just saying. 121 00:09:50,280 --> 00:09:52,080 It was a joke. 122 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:54,460 Before, you were afraid of looking gay 123 00:09:54,760 --> 00:09:57,960 and now, you are the definition of it. 124 00:09:59,080 --> 00:10:03,400 Okay, I was a bit dum, I know 125 00:10:04,330 --> 00:10:07,480 But it looks like you are scared now. 126 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:13,360 Every gay I know is just as stupid as you. 127 00:10:14,300 --> 00:10:17,680 I was asking just to know that you were into. 128 00:10:18,030 --> 00:10:21,000 If you are ashamed to answer, it's okay. 129 00:10:21,130 --> 00:10:25,440 You are afraid to say it. That's why you say it like that. 130 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:29,720 Why would it be wrong to say that you like something? 131 00:10:30,900 --> 00:10:33,680 You've just said it and you said it with contempt. 132 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:37,360 No, that's how you take it. 133 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:40,776 No... I don't think there is anything wrong with saying 134 00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:41,636 W-What you like. No... I don't think there is anything wrong with saying 135 00:10:41,660 --> 00:10:42,276 W-What you like. 136 00:10:42,300 --> 00:10:42,907 I think you don't say it because you feel that you are humiliating yourself. W-What you like. 137 00:10:42,931 --> 00:10:45,276 I think you don't say it because you feel that you are humiliating yourself. 138 00:10:45,300 --> 00:10:45,417 That it makes you more of a woman or more gay and you won't admit it. I think you don't say it because you feel that you are humiliating yourself. 139 00:10:45,441 --> 00:10:50,200 That it makes you more of a woman or more gay and you won't admit it. 140 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:52,480 Is there anything wrong with that? 141 00:10:52,560 --> 00:10:54,560 Come on... don't be on the defensive. 142 00:10:54,760 --> 00:10:56,880 I'm trying to make a point here... 143 00:10:57,080 --> 00:10:58,560 which one? 144 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:05,400 If you enjoy being... being a bottom, 145 00:11:05,960 --> 00:11:09,040 why do you have to call somebody else a bottom to feel better? 146 00:11:09,300 --> 00:11:13,560 Are you embarrassed to say bottom? 147 00:11:20,040 --> 00:11:22,480 Okay, never mind. 148 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:31,730 I love this house. 149 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:34,480 But it's all fucked up. 150 00:11:34,680 --> 00:11:37,040 What time do you leave? 151 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:41,000 I don't know yet. 152 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:50,160 Now you are one of those fags that get happy if they are told they don't look like fags, right? 153 00:12:18,730 --> 00:12:21,840 Do you remember that tree we used to laugh at? 154 00:12:22,080 --> 00:12:23,720 No, which one? 155 00:12:24,530 --> 00:12:26,080 The one 156 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:28,930 that had a drunky face... 157 00:12:29,600 --> 00:12:32,000 Oh yes. That's crazy. 158 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:34,000 At the bus stop 159 00:12:36,260 --> 00:12:38,016 You could never see the face... 160 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:38,977 I'd always have to explain it to you. You could never see the face... 161 00:12:39,001 --> 00:12:40,561 I'd always have to explain it to you. 162 00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:43,160 You have such an imagination.. 163 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:46,560 Look. There it is. 164 00:12:46,720 --> 00:12:49,320 Those are the eyes, 165 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:51,736 the mouth 166 00:12:51,760 --> 00:12:54,840 That could be the nose 167 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:57,560 Does it have a nose? 168 00:12:58,200 --> 00:13:00,280 I see something... 169 00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:02,600 Yes 170 00:13:03,080 --> 00:13:09,240 and that thing coming out... could be the hair... 171 00:13:09,560 --> 00:13:11,600 and stuff... 172 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,720 And now? 173 00:13:22,880 --> 00:13:25,360 Let's go to a nice place. 174 00:14:36,920 --> 00:14:39,760 I remember that one time I stayed up late thinking about you 175 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:41,520 I waited outside your house. 176 00:14:41,720 --> 00:14:42,720 Really? 177 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:44,840 Yes. 178 00:14:45,560 --> 00:14:47,960 That was the first time I felt like a chick. 179 00:14:48,160 --> 00:14:50,680 Why? 180 00:14:51,800 --> 00:14:54,000 I don't know. 181 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:58,400 It's not like I've thought about it. 182 00:14:58,680 --> 00:15:01,160 But I was there... always begging, 183 00:15:01,560 --> 00:15:03,296 forced to do it as you wanted. 184 00:15:03,320 --> 00:15:03,577 I ended up feeling like that. forced to do it as you wanted. 185 00:15:03,601 --> 00:15:05,960 I ended up feeling like that. 186 00:15:06,280 --> 00:15:08,720 Me doing it to you? 187 00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:12,320 Yes, when you know nothing, you don't know which things you like 188 00:15:12,760 --> 00:15:15,600 And now you know better. 189 00:15:16,480 --> 00:15:19,320 I just wanted to be with you. 190 00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:22,400 It happened naturally. 191 00:15:22,680 --> 00:15:25,480 I don't care about the way either. 192 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:28,680 It's not natural if you do it how you are told to. 193 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:32,240 And i felt like crap because that's how I was told so. 194 00:15:32,320 --> 00:15:36,400 I never forced you. I mean... own it. 195 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:38,920 You never change, eh? 196 00:15:39,400 --> 00:15:42,416 I don't get the complaint. You never wanted something serious. 197 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:45,280 Didn't I? I don't get the complaint. You never wanted something serious. 198 00:15:46,040 --> 00:15:50,120 Didn't you put a profile pic with a girl and stopped answering? 199 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:52,000 You asked me to do that! 200 00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:57,560 Those are the sort of things you never expect the other one to do. And you did it all of them 201 00:15:57,800 --> 00:16:01,920 I also remember some other things... 202 00:16:43,080 --> 00:16:45,160 So what do you like then? 203 00:16:45,360 --> 00:16:46,920 Eh? 204 00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:50,520 Sexually... Come on, you know what I mean 205 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,320 What? 206 00:16:54,600 --> 00:16:57,040 Nothing, it's nothing. 207 00:16:57,280 --> 00:16:59,336 Em, I dunno. I adapt myself. 208 00:16:59,360 --> 00:16:59,377 I've been with tops, versatiles... Em, I dunno. I adapt myself. 209 00:16:59,401 --> 00:17:02,920 I've been with tops, versatiles... 210 00:17:03,120 --> 00:17:04,960 Bears too? 211 00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:10,520 I'm sorry if what I said earlier bothered you. 212 00:17:10,839 --> 00:17:12,439 No, It doesn't matter. 213 00:17:14,079 --> 00:17:16,599 And you? 214 00:17:16,839 --> 00:17:20,519 Me too. Wasn't it clear? 215 00:17:21,119 --> 00:17:23,999 I don't know, as you insisted so much... 216 00:17:24,440 --> 00:17:31,360 I never thought you were less of a man because you liked dick and the rest couldn't care less. 217 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:45,320 Are you going to invite me to your place? 218 00:17:45,760 --> 00:17:51,176 Ok, no, no way. Who knows if you are not into that bareback trend? 219 00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:54,600 What are you saying, you dumb? 220 00:17:54,960 --> 00:17:58,240 You are the one who likes getting into the woods. 221 00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:17,840 We zooned out, it's too late. 222 00:19:18,680 --> 00:19:21,120 Yeah, right. 223 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:42,600 You bring all the boys here or just me. 224 00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:44,800 Every single one of course. 225 00:19:47,080 --> 00:19:48,760 Hey so what time is your bus coming? 226 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:50,760 The last one comes at twelve 227 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:53,920 and the next one at six. 228 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:55,680 What do you think? 229 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:04,200 I don't know. It's gonna get cold. 230 00:20:24,400 --> 00:20:26,520 Once I met a boy 231 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:28,560 that reminded me of you. 232 00:20:28,760 --> 00:20:29,880 Really? 233 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:31,360 You must've fallen for him. 234 00:20:31,720 --> 00:20:34,440 No, dumb. Because of the gaze. 235 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:37,640 Like the fallen angel painting. Do you know it? 236 00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:41,000 I'm like an angel? 237 00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:42,520 No... 238 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:44,280 your gaze... 239 00:20:44,520 --> 00:20:47,200 Oh. You make me look so silly. 240 00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:49,640 A Little. 241 00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:52,280 Thanks anyway. 242 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:55,736 You're welcome. 243 00:20:55,760 --> 00:20:57,720 He also liked to lean on the walls. 244 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,640 I think the bus is coming. 245 00:22:13,280 --> 00:22:18,000 Unless you want to go for breakfast. 246 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:20,320 It 's late. 247 00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:23,000 I have to go to sleep. 248 00:22:23,280 --> 00:22:25,600 It's early. 249 00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:29,040 Yeah, well. 250 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:32,600 I guess I will see you again in five years. 251 00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:36,320 Yes. I had enough of you for like a decade.